FAMILY

If you find this and know how I view you, I leave a short message.

When we fall to the darkest pits of life, where everything is against us, who would you go to?When men mistreat you, and use you, and build you as a horrid person, where do you run?When you spend you days wanting peace and a future, yet everyone returns to the past, why do you trust them?When you try to get away from people who made you lose everything, yet your own returns right back, what are you to do?When you see an old friend, and can finally be free from a life of strings, how do you say hello?I have lived a life of hell, and know that many I care for saw and see it. I don't care how they view me anymore; my respect and love are still there with them, but I don't care for how they view me. I've seen how two-faced, rude, and cruel many can be over the years, and I no longer want that in my life. I chose to stay and keep those who care for me as who I am, as my family. If someone preferred the mask, so be it; it just shows they never cared for me. I have patience for so few, and they took advantage of that, and well. I don't speak with them anymore. I chose who I stay with for my mental health, and if that makes me the villain, I would rather be happy than miserable.For those I have kept close, and gave a chance to, and took the time to regain my trust and respect, thank you. I love all of you deeply, and even with everything that has happened, I still love you all. This goes to several groups of people, and for the respect of things, I won't say the names of individuals. Just know, I love you all. I really, really do.I love you all, thank you for making my life bearable, and giving me the chance to become who I am today.Oh, and one more thing. If you find this my sweet rose, thank you for being my lost piece. I will be in your debt, and hope the years to come will fulfill that debt. I love you, my shard.I love you all.